rocky and bumpy

the past week or so have been a bit of a rocky patch for me & my bf, long story short he has alot of stress ( mostly to do iwth money , or lack of it) and pressure on him so he wanted change and said we needed to talk, he had cancelled no me that eve to sort this stuff out

now i don't know what was going on my hormones went doolally! i kinda over reacyted and i reallythoguht he was goingto break up with me
Q me crying to all who would listen, saying " he can't break up with me i won't let him"

then on monday he got ill, poor dear and by now we were talkiing a bit more and he was less distant ( yay) so i had hope
and i saw him last night and he confirmed he wasn't breaking up with me and we had a nice ( but short) night so now i am all happy again.

also i have decided i dislike valentines day. it makes single people feel like s**t and is ful of the cheesiest, most stomach churning crap ( cardfs especailly) i mean who really wants a crap teddy bear fro mthe petrol station?

garrr aggrr

ok mini rant over

are u really crazy if you laugh maincally in your head?

& omg if u didn't see top gear ( ants effect on me) last night then u missed the funniest thing i have heard for a long time

they were talking about road rage, and how you should follow through with the rage not bash a car and then gushingly apologise for it. which led onto the conversation of sayingthings in the heat of the moment without thinknig about what you are going to say....

jeremy clarkson was stayinmg in a hotel and the neighbours dog was arking really loudly so clarkson went next door and had not thoguht at all what he was gouingto say so ended up shouting

" I'VE KILLED BEFORE!!!"

fantastic, i was in stiches for a good 45 minutes hee hee hee hee

i've also decidedthat i am gonigto collect flavoured beer bottles i have a whole 3. now, cannais beer, banana beer (thanks jon), and strawberry beer, next i think i shall find rasberyy berr mwahahahahahahahahahaha

soz 4 long blog

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