bad bad girl

this has to stop but i can't help myself,
now easter has finshed all the easter eggs are so cheap and its all good choclate, so i've started buying them and hording them and i really really shouldn't as it isn't good for you but its the bargain part of me that just won't be refused
sainsbury's white choclate egg with lemon and grapefuit is strangly compelling, so much that i bought 2....

i wore my corset the other day ( the good one) to the black sheep as ant hadn't seen it yet so i wore it especailly for him, my firneds tried to lace it up for me, but they cannot lace up corset right, while i had a good evening it didn't sit right, till they decided to pull it tighter ( on the dance floor) and i think thats when it broke.

i was quite drunk so the screaming and hysterics were reduced to me pouting alot. ok so the boning only poped out of the front panel at the front so it didn't snap but still i was pissed. ( angry not just drunk :P) however i am not in tears now as i managed to sew it back together again so all is not lost i just hope my deamstress skills will cut it ( no pun intended). oh and the boning is indeed steel woot.

but i had very strange dreasm about my broken corset, i dreamt the while of the bonig came out of the corset and flew around the dancefloor like a boomarang....

hmmm in other news i tohguht i was getting hayfever for the very first time...it turned out to be a bloody cold grrrrr, i'm back at college now with only 5 weekd til the big eep!
tried to open a student bakc account with natwest the woman i dealt with was a nidiot and se out to trip me up on the stuff i needed, silly woman so i wasn't in the best of moods

been to a load of galleies, went to the v&a and went to the kylie exhibition ( free mwahahahahahah) which was actually very intersting with all her pretty costumes ( there may have been some corsets there as well lol) and then i went to the surreal life exhibition as i love surreal work, spent most of thathappy, took some good photos before i found out you couldn't take phtotos oops but oh well >:)

so all fun and games and throw in a few friends crisises ( mine and ants, ants much more serious hence why i'm not seeing him this weekend and mine rhian ( re simon) but its all part of what we have to do

hope ur all good. rach, kirsten we should meet up soon let me know when you are free.
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within temptation and corsets...and latex...

:D :D

fantastic! mwahahaha excellent night, fantastic company.

now, was her corset custom made do you think? ( my astounding english there lol) i think it must have been you could do a contract so that you cupplied her with all her corsets on her tour.

that is one of my dreams to open my own corset shop. and stock all the big names and be able to fitand be around corsets all day long
but.. and there is always a but it is a cottage market and i probably wouldn't be a ble to survive on it and you go under.....

i've relised now my easter hols are over there is so much i wanted to do and didn't ( damn work but on a sidenote i've sortedout all my underpayment so next week i should be getting a nice little bundle... which will go straight to my holiday fund which is embarassingly small, but i did buy the most gorgeous corset in the world. with the money, hand cusotm made and steel boned *drool* but i digress) so i have decided when i finish my course over the summer i want to make a load morre latex clothing, i'm thinking a skirt and then a fishtail skirt and maybe another corset. i have a ll the materias and glue but its just getting myself motivated

fariy goth mother has some gorgous latex dresses, i drooled as well as the corsets of course. i think the shop assistant thought i was a lesbien but that maybe because rachel told him one of the reasons i watched buffy was becasue i fancied her . which is untrue there were ALOT more reasons for watching buffy goddamnit!

but yeah i'm back at college tomorrow so i'm now rushing around going eep about how much work i haven't done.

fun fun fun
thank you for you comments on my other post, i think its better now but we'll see but they were much appreciated as always

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why?

thought of the day: why is it called confectionary?

depression?

alots been going on

i have a problem, i'm worried one of my friends is suffering form depression, they aren't sleeping, are really de motivated, they aren't eating properly, they find even small tasks pointless. all these point towards depression, i'm mentioned this to them but i have yet to get a response,

i found a quiz on the interent about whther you suffer form depression, i hope this will help them see that there is something medically wrong with them. i'm really worried about them.

i don't know what to say to make it better.

and one by one their drivnig their friends away and i can see this but i don't want to get into another confrontation with them, i've been speaking with them on the phone alot and i don't want to talk that way about important stuff as its so impersonal. this is why i hate having arguements with ant on the phone, ( sorry debates).

also itsd bringnig me down, i know it shouldn't but i really care for them and when they are hurting i hurt.

i'm seeing them soon so maybe things will get better if i can talk to them about it, and get them to get help... maybe..