Emma

i miss her ALOT.

and i got all sad last night thinknig about her and a bit teary. maybe it wwas becasue it was very late or that i relised she'd only been gone a month but yeah it seems i can't see her now without gwetting sad. didn't expect to miss her so much so its all just a bit wierd and strange.

M keeps asking if i want to talk about it. i don't there's nothing to say. but yeah oh this is so silly i'm getting emotional thinknig about it.

and peeps went up a week or so ago and i couldn't becasue i'm working and it makes me sad.