my gripes with the world today

i'm on a diet. it is offical. i am the heaviest i have ever been, whether that is because i have the implant i don't know but i am on a diet and so far its going ok... but better than my other attempts. but what really annoys me is that when i wen t into sainsbury's for a 'healthy' lunch during my lunch break, i ended up choosing a muller light yoghurt, ( i have started calory counting which is silly but nessesary at the mo till i can get round to doing excersise) the pot said 53 cals to which i thouhht fantasic. but on closer inspecetion it was 53 calories per 100g, in a 200g pot.

now if you have been able to read this even though i have used little punctuation bravo. but it just annoyed me, to be fair i had only glanced quickly at the packet but i was on my lunch break of 30 mins so you can forgive me. but i had another simular experience a while ago, sainsbury's do these sherbet pips ( tom thumb drops to those of an old school exsistence)and they were some small amount of calories ( like i said this was a while ago), but i then read again to see that 1/3 of the pack contained said small amount, which is silly as i'm going to eat the whole pack thats why i bought it! urgh.... i would much rather they called a plum a plum and a extra sugary piece of heart attack what it was and let the people eating it know exactly what they were getting, but gee where would the fun in that be?

also people who play music on their phones on the bus/train/underground. in my experience not once have they had any good taste in music and mostly seem to be young trendy chavs. in an area where people sit in comfortable silenc, i do not want to hear your tinny intruding rubbish. i do not want this music forced apon me as i have when i go to shops and bars etc ( thoguh that is different as music is not as intrusive and is more fitting withbthe enviroment). but what is even worse is when the perputrator starts singing along to said music. YOU ARE OUT OF TUNE. YOU SOUND TERRIBLE. i can alomost garentee that nobody on the bus is contratulating you for your fantastic vocal proess or choice of cong. this is why we have headphones. simulary i would not play my favourit music at loud volumes whiole sitting in a quiet confined space. ( whats that? you don't like slipknot? well gosh thats tough shit isn't it)


* mutter mutter young kids of today mutter mutter*

urgh i feel old.

ok other sensible stuff

its the last week of my project and i am getting stressed!! argh but it 'll be all worth it in the end ... hopefully. but after that i'm free. it kinda sucks for the past few weeks ant and i haven't seen each other that much we've just both been really busy but after my project finishes i'm hoping to make alot more time for us.

also i have been really organised recently so all my paper work is up to date woot! but i've been doing so much paper cutting i have an injury! because i've been pressing so much on my index finger the skin has all come off ! nice! .... hmmm in other news...
happy birthday kirsten!
and happy birthday lee! ( who won't read this but thats not the point!

also ant has been lovely to me and bought me the new lp album and he also boguht me the first 2 copies of the buffy season 8 comic...ooooo! tis good. now i just have to findtime to red it lol

but also carrying a large A1 card on the train is not easy! at all!

hmmmmm stuff and stuff. i nearly lost my purse not fun but sorm1 had given it into the pink desk in camberwell, seriously its bright pink!!

xxx

linkin park!!!!!!

LINKIN PARK LINKIN PARK LINKIN PARK!!!!!
I LOVE THEM!!! i haven't listend to the new album yet but do have it in my hot sweaty little hands!!
now i remember why i have 4 tshirts of the band!!!

hee hee i'd forgotten how much i love them i just find that i get an incredible connection with their music!

they deserve a post of their own

DARE, pots and fun!

i haven't blogges for a while but i have been busy with imprtant things like UCAS (grrrrrrr)

its all good i just finished reading a book called the hollow >chocolate bunnies of the apocalypse! such a cool title.
work is ok, we have to sell the superdrug mag DARE ( we have a quota urgh) >and guess how many i sold on saturday......42! in 5 hours that my dear is hard selling!!! and my big reward... ( and i was promised a big reward... an extra hours pay! but i shouldn't grouse as its something for nothing which is always good. but still... i wanted a pony! lol

urgh having to sort out student loan, not fun! why is it all so complex! >gotta try and sort out bank accounts as well, *bigger sigh* lol

my summer starts at the end of may just before download lol so i'm having a bit of a hectic time at the mo with my final major project,

i've doing an evening class doing pottery and i got to go on the wheel last night!! it was sooo fun!! it was also exceedingly phallic hee hee i didn't make anything because it was harder than it looked and i got a bit stressed with it buti can't wait to go on it again, but the clay goes every where.

my bank holiday i had off work for once but the weather sucked, i met ant in croydon cause i hadn't seen him for a while and we were going to see spidermean three but it was sold out so we went round croydon and he bought me lunch :) bad thing was because i thought we were just going to the cinema i wore my boots, which make my legs really long and give me a sexy wiggle but hurt like hell so in the end i just took them off but it was all good, but it feels wierd being back at college becausee i keep thinking that it is monday lol.

xxxxxx