wooo go the xmas spirit

i've finally got onto my blog again! i started off by not knowing what my username was and then spending 20 mins (ish) figuring out how the hell i was to get back onto my blog. BUT here i am all festive and such.

twas my birthday yesterday, which was nice but it was really quite a dull xmas except for all the presents and food, am i really shallow to say that ? but basically it was my (lovely) family and i sitting around waiting for the next 'thing' to begin i.e dinner or presents etc. one great thing was that though i am all big now (19) i still get stocking pressents which is cool so got some lovely things there... most of them i am wearing now. also i have found that now i am afore mentioned 19 i no longer get lots and lots of presetns. who came up with the idea that you outgrow presents?????????

it can NEVER happen! *sigh* o well but i have all my lovely friedns over tomorrow for some drunken fun in the evening which i am looking forward too. i am slightly worried that because i am just doing things on the fly, that everyone is going to have a miserable time and sit there silently looking at each other....oh god....

but hopefully that won't happen i really need to think up some interesting 'communal activities' such as who can unhook someones bra the quickest. unfortunatly i fear that my darling emma will win that as she can unhook a bra one handed in 7 seconds, she has been even giving people i.e my boyfriend lessons. *sigh* i have become quite good at this so i may have a chance of winning.

another thing i love about xmas is the amount of 'nice' food , alkso becasue it is my birthday there is birthday cake ( lemon drizzle cake home made) and i get to eat that for breakfast! xmas is surely a wonderful time of year.

now if only i could get my nan to stop making fat comments!

anyways hope you can make sense of the gabble here i am off to friend hunt!

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the end is nigh!... hang on no it isn't!

ok so i'm a bit scared and frightened at the moment feeling a bit vunerabl i guess. just little old me in this big world and not even a cup of tea to hand!

YES!!! i have finally joined the world of blogging, here you all get to hear my rambl;ing about me and the people around me and random crap that pops into my little mind! but do not be afrasi i have built in a panic button just for you incase everything gets too scary! i know kind generous person that i ham1

ok so this panic button depending on whether you have a mac or windows is at the top right hand corner of the screen. it has an X on it like in the pirate movies!

lol

at this point i must aplogise i have the worst typing in time and i will make some mistakes, but i like to make this into a game i call it guess the word!!! Whenever i make a mistake u just guess the word and u get a treat! .... dunno what yet but it's "in the mail!" ooooooooo i know a virtual cookie, or if you don't like cookies and baked good will be offered as an alturnative!

i can see now u care gettingthe rhythum of my blog.... there isn't any i'm really sorry if this annoys anyone i will try and go back over and add spaces and punctusation but if i don't sorry.

and for anyones who's interested this is my alturnative to myspace!

i'm sure i'll think of something else to say

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